wah! finally it's over. Report and presentation are all left. Then, we will finish out diploma in Geomatic Science. Insyallah.
Listen, I'm gonna write about them. All those wonderful people I have met during my practical and moments I have share with them. Get lost if you doesn't want to know and stay if interested.

The story begins when I first enter the company. 11th November 2013. Shit! It was damn awkward! Lol! But it's norm i guess. The first person I met is actually this person -->

Kami panggil 'pak cik' je kat dia.. dia tgh menunggu tukang bancuh air dia bukk kedai kt dpn opis. Selalu bwk aku jln2 katanya. keke. baik orgnya walau gelap sikit (sikit ke tuh?) x pe la.. syg pkcik walau gelap..


Haa.. lps tu bru jmpe bosnya.. first nmpk bos dlm hati ckp 'Wah! bos botak mcm bapak aku!' haha.
Selepas di interview ape bagai.. ak pon ditinggalkn dlm opis seorang diri. Aku pndng cctv, aku hi hi bye bye pastu mula la meronda satu opis.
Aku masuk ke pantry, check toilet, tgk bilik2 yg ade.. yela x de keje la katakan.. keke
X keluar aku dari opis sbb x de kad. Kalau keluar mau ak x dpt masuk blk! haha. sungguh terkurung dlm opis hari tu.

Lps lunch kot masuk la lagi sorng.. Haa.. yg ni syidi pggil abg long aku..

 tembam orgnya.. tpi selalu tolong buat plan.. that's why saya syg dia ketat ketat. Suka menyakat, suka main, suka makan and yg paling penting fobia ngan susu kambing. (mcm pelik kan tpi biarlah.. haha)

Ada juga org ini.. yg pki selendang biru kt blkng tuu.. org ke berapa jumpe x ingt lah.. sape sroh cuti masa I masuk.. haha.. (sakit perut bos ckp) dia pon bnyk tlg jugk.. tlg sign buku log, tlg buat surat, tlg cop, tlg bgi makan kt perut yg makin membuncit ni.. keke.. bnyk la.. so dia pon saya syg ketat ketat.
haa.. tlg kat site pon ade. keke.. Nnti kita jumpe lgi eyh.

Ade lgi sorng kat opis tuh.. en.faiz namanye.. tu pon same je x betol ngan ktorng. Gelak x berbunyi, bila balik laju je keluar opis ngan lampu sume x tutup, bila tggl sorng2 bertmbh2 x betol jdiknya, suka merajuk ngan plotter blkng meja aku, bininya rajin buat karipap ngan puding kt ktorng.. sodapp.. Anaknya comel-comel belaka! yg tu pakar buat plan. Tok guru la tuhh.. pon bnyk tlg jugk.. pon i syg jugk. ^^

--TBC--

Excited to go home. Really I am. I mean, our five weeks working at jupem is finally going to end. Through these 5 weeks, i really found people changing.
I mean like, can't they be more honest with their answer? Hello, do I need to remind you that there's a lot of heart that need to be taken care of?
Yes, the hurtful truth is needed but NOT in this case. Oh come one people, you can't be honest all the time! There are times you still need to lie!
'Sorry, we don't want to go because we want to go take a fresh air somewhere around the city?'
you don't want to go, it's okay but that things is the thing that you ASK from me.
Can't you just waste 30 minutes to come to me and actually take the things that you want?
Yeah, go touring, shopping and other things that you want. I already told someone to just sold it to someone else after all.

I am just tired and annoyed. That's all. Once, i will let it go but thrice? thank you but no. I thought they are good as friends but i guess, i was wrong.

Oww.. today is finally the last day. I.. It's been fun but not to mention that my skin colour is becoming.. well dark.
But really it was fun. 2 weeks together with En. Azanuddin and the group was really precious.
I mean, we learned a lot. And they don't even mad at us for making a mistake. Often when we are making mistakes, they will just laughed, shook their head and said 'It's okay. Do it again. It's a norm for making mistakes while learning'
Aren't they just sweet? XDD
They took effort to know us and make us comfortable to be around them. We took effort to know them too! Just to let you know. hehe
Anyway, I'm happy to know them and able to do some bonding time with students from Perak. I'm sure we won't be able to do much when we get back to office later on.
Just want to say thank you everyone! ^^,

Few days ago was the first day we are going out to do eTSM. Out site is around Berseri. It's quite interesting really. I've been hanging with new friends from uitm perak and the team is quite interesting.
At first, they're told us to look for CRM to start our job. Oh! the way they laughed at us when we made a face like 'you want us to find CRM right now? without anything to guide us?'
They keep laughing and told us to look down. 'Look down! down!' and when i finally look down at my feet, there it is. We are standing very near with the CRM. hehe. Poor us, being played by that people.


Then, we started our adventure! going through 'lalang', rumah pakcik2, air and yg pling utama dan wajib matahari yg membakar!

hah! i've calm down! give your thanks to our lovely oppas! of course dbsk and especially yunjae! who else can calm me down in a short time?

So, i want to write my conclusion for our subjects this sem. ^^,

Cartography Surveying is an interesting subject. I mean, we are making maps, differentiate the symbols in the maps using colours and lot of other things. But it is the most successful subject that able to knock me down just by hearing the introduction! I am sleepy in the lecture, tutorial and even final exam! keke

Hydrographic surveying is the only that managed to take away my sleep 2 weeks in row (or more)! But the memories remained. I mean we had a wonderful time at Pantai Merdeka! Sleepless nights, bonding time, playing at the playground and even eating together! Never forget that big and special ABC! But to make the report is a pain in ass. This is where you need to have great teamwork. Grateful enough that my group's members never give any excuses. And sporting+ 'garang2 manja' kind of lecturer make it enjoyable to learn this subject. In the final exam, though you'll never believe this but i do give my full attention to write my answer in the paper! Hah! I'm a good student!

Photogrammetry is a subject that give me a lecturer that gave me a shiver! But really, she's fun! Remember that time when I was drawing about us in lab? It was fun, we should do that again. And it's the only subject that make me want to hit my head on the table during final exam! I was like 'what the hell this question talking about?'. Feels like everything i had done as preparation including studying outside with my roommate, accompany by the mosquitoes just because the bed is tempting me and our room felt like a sauna.

Survey Computation ! haa~ the only subject i take a risk by not getting anything from earlier this sem! I don't understand whole subject! in 10/10, the only part i do understand is 1/10. Crazy right? yup, it is! The sole reason i go to the class is because of the attendance. Of course, i do have an intention to understand even a bit before i go to class but then.. ha.ha.. you know what happen next. But surprisingly, I take my final paper with ease. I don't know if i can answer it, really. But the calm me appear during that important moment.

Geodetic Studies aka Geodesy is the only subject I know what the hell am I doing in class this sem. But storm exist in my life, of course. Trouble is nothing but a dear friend to me. I'm blank during final. It wasn't blank completely but i forgot that 1 damn step for calculation and it effect the rest of the calculation. Yes yes. I called my mom and i cried hard. I cried so hard that my mom get scared and call my dad. Can you understand? That frustration I'm facing is different with frustration of not understanding the question. But its that kind of frustration that you can do that question but your brain decided to be stubborn that time. All I can do is pray and hope. I'm done trying so now, i'm leaving it to the fate. ;)

And last but not least. Land Law is a subject I totally wish I don't have to meet again. It's all about law. For people who lead their live by not following the rules, yes, it's quite boring. I believe that the rules are make to be broken. Since it's an open book exam. So i just write down everything! hehe. I believe it is not just me who did that. XD

Our subjects are quite interesting don't you think? >.<
I think that's all. Bye! ;D

yes! i am annoyed!
annoyed with their not so very sensitive logical thinking! dont ask me if that even a word because right now, i don't really care!
i mean like, it wasn't that i want to be with them. it just that i HAVE too!
fuck you bitches!
i waste my time helping you when you got problems and yeah, don't except me to come running next time.
duh!
excuse my language and yeah, if you have kids around you please cover their eyes but they are the most fucking whore bitches that i hate the most!
this is my blog, i'll write what i like about you.
feel free to write about me anywhere you like too.
the work 'fuck' is no longer enough to describe whatever i am feeling right now.
i am hurt, sad, angry and simply hate!
is there even a word to describe my feeling right now?
And i am more than annoyed when i count that I need to stay here for another 4 weeks!
practical was suppose to be for a month! a month = 4 weeks!
do i even have to teach you how to calculate the weeks!
the more i look at them, the more i hate them so please, take me away as soon as possible!
right now, i dont have a transport so what?
duh, it's not that i dont have money to rent the car but there are few other reason why i dont!
don't even dare to say that i never have financial problem. I do but i never make it obvious like you people!
I know very well the hardship of life so don't go around lecturing me about it.
just a little bit of respect will do, okay?
still i hate you to my core. But oh well, i'll just pretend for another few weeks.
how hard will that be? guys, i've been trained to lie since i was young.
yup, you do not know why so stop judging!

my head is a mess!
so,i'll just stop writing about it now and you can stop reading (if you did)
take care!

lol. everyone is kind of sensitive right now.
if only i could record everything right now. their faces, their actions and everything.
But yeah, if they are busy then so am i.
Lucky them! >.<
Their face looks like it's telling me 'oh, just give me my sleep!' 'can we please stop the time and enjoy our live?'
honey, we can't. Endure it. Just another 1 week + a month.
Then, go and sleep all you want. Laugh, play and do everything you ever wanted.
Now, let's stay strong and stand still. XD

I'm just a girl. Sometimes normal and sometimes retarded. It's depends who I am with.

DBSK

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